Sometimes, I’m so used to being surrounded by people that the minute I feel an inkling of loneliness it’s virtually impossible for me to handle it. I go fucking crazy inside, I can’t sound like I’m desperate because I’m denying the fact that I AM desperate for attention. I try to hide it, because that just means I’m whiny and needy. But in the end I’m a useless piece of shit and I can’t handle not being alone anymore, already knowing how it feels to be wanted. Like I actually was doing something right for someone to be appreciating my company. Fuck that shit.